Sunday, 4 September 2011

What if? The Goblet of Fire, a harry potter fanfic - FanFiction.Net

AN: Hello, and welcome to my first 'What if?' fanfic! In a series of hopefully more. These 'What if?' fics are pretty easy to explain, in a way they're like little parallel universes situated in the HP timeline, based on a tiny change that results in a story. The thing changed this time, is pretty insignificant, so doesn't exactly mess around much with the general story. Though it does generate quite an interesting side-tale (: The 'What if?' prompt I've thought of for this story is-
'What if the Triwizard tournament was never cancelled for all those years, and had just kept being held routinely by the three schools involved, instead of the custom being halted before Arthur and Molly's time at Hogwarts?'
This is the first time I've actually planned a fic, at least to this extent. This is including planning out chapters and sorting out and summarising characters beforehand and stuff, researching loads of things like dates and even names in some cases. Also tried to make my chapters longer, sort of more like lengths. So I hope you enjoy it. I think I'm going to have a lot of fun writing this.

Warning - There are quite a few original characters in this, but only because the story wouldn't work without them.
All canon characters however, belong to J.K Rowling.
Main pairing in this is Arthur & Molly, because they're awesome.

Platform 9¾

The atmosphere of Kings Cross Station was fantastic. The dusty air seemed to be making the surroundings glow, reflecting light from under the glass roof, which was letting in plenty of mid-morning sun. Slight trails of steam were billowing over the crowd from the proud scarlet steam engine in front of him. Around him Arthur could hear happy hellos and sad goodbyes as pupils prepared to board the train to once again, to leave for Hogwarts. Close by a woman was bawling loudly, squeezing her child tightly as the father tried to gently wrench her off him.
Arthur had already said goodbye to his family, and had made his own way there, leaving them at home, his older brothers having both graduated over the last few years. Now he was scouring the crowd with his eyes for familiar faces. A buzz of excitement seemed to be building within him, he had a feeling this was going to be his best year yet.
While pushing and apologizing his way through the crowd of bustling people, excitedly babbling children and nervous animals, Arthur suddenly heard his name being called from behind him.

“Arthur!” He had hardly enough time to look round before a pair of arms grabbed him around his middle, causing him to almost wind himself on the handle bars of his luggage-trolley. Though he was surprised, he was pretty sure who he knew who this person was. In fact he was certain.

“Guess who,” The voice giggled from behind him, arms still around his middle. Smiling, he turned round
“It wouldn’t be a Molly Prewett, by any chance?” He chuckled. The young woman looking up at him beamed, the golden glow of the sun bouncing off her shoulder-length red hair. Her grin relaxed a little
“I missed you,” She said matter-of-factly, “Why didn’t you visit?” She almost sounded as though she was telling him off, though she always sort of sounded like that.
“Me too. My family and I were camping for most of the summer,” He said, his fingers absentmindedly mingling with her hair. “I sent you a lot of letters though, didn’t you get any?”
“I got a few,” She said “But your owl seemed very puffed out, almost knocked over a vase landing the second time.” She leaned her chin on his chest and looked up at him contentedly, her arms still securely around his waist.
“I sent a lot more than a few,” Arthur frowned “Ruddy owl.” Molly just smiled again as she inspected a slight hole in his jacket
“Yes, well… It doesn’t matter now.” She said looking up at him again. Arthur smiled once more as they just sort of looked at each other, seeming to drink in each other’s faces. Truthfully, he had missed her a lot while he was away, climbing hills and cooking on campfires with not much else to think about as they all trudged up the muddy slopes and watched the flames flicker in the darkness. Molly’s hair had always reminded him of fire, he looked at it as he twiddled it between his clumsy fingers; the single strands each seeming to be a slightly different colour in the light. Molly had been one of his best friends since coming to Hogwarts, let alone being his girlfriend (he still felt a bit odd saying that) since mid-way-through fifth year (when she had suddenly pounced on him in the library). He was glad that they gotten to their seventh without much trouble or drama.
Once they had got together though, a lot of people had acted like they’d been waiting for it for years, saying things like ‘Finally!’ and ‘Wait, so they weren’t before?’ But some other people had been quite surprised, it had been a very odd atmosphere.
Finally letting Arthur out of her war-hold/hug, Molly smoothed out the creases that had formed in her jumper front and took his large hand in hers, nodding towards the now, steaming even more forcefully, train.
“We’d better go find seats,” She said, still a slight smile on her pretty face, her brothers had obviously gone off on their own. Arthur slowly leant over and pressed his lips to hers softly, then pulled away
“I really did miss you,” He said, still gazing at her face through his glasses. Molly’s content smile returned, looking very genuine. Her face had gone slightly pink. but whether that was from the heat of the steam or not he had no idea.
“I know,” She said softly, giving his hand a squeeze.

*
After sorting out his luggage, him and Molly walked along the familiar, carpeted corridors of the steam train. The insides were also very reddish, with slight tinges and trimmings of gold in places; His house colours and his favourite colours.
They glanced through compartment doors, trying to find an empty one, before someone laughed very loudly up the hall- Bertie Pryce. The excited voice greeted them as they walked by the door
“Arthur! Good to see you mate!” Pryce shouted happily, his eyes soon flicking to Molly. “Molly,” He said, nodding politely. Molly nodded back, then bid Arthur a goodbye and went to look for her own group of friends. Arthur walked through the door and plopped onto a seat, grinning. “What you been up to all summer, Arthur?” Pryce asked after Arthur had greeted his other two friends sitting with them.
“Camping,” Arthur shrugged “You?”
“Went to France for a couple of weeks, it was alright but nothing special.” Pryce said, glancing towards the guy sitting next to him, who had his nose stuck in a book. “What you been up to, bookworm?” Pryce asked, elbowing him. The guy looked up, annoyed, but put the book down.
“Stuff,” He said simply
“Stuff. You mean you’ve been sitting at home all summer reading.” Pryce said, matter-of-factly. The other guy, Will, shrugged this time
“Basically.” He smiled slightly. Pryce gave an over-dramatic sigh
“Will, you’ve got to learn how to live mate. Not spend all your time reading these stupid books. What is this anyway?” He asked, picking up the book indelicately by its spine. Will flinched as he did this but didn’t do anything else. The book was light blue, with an assortment of plants on the front
”It’s my new herbology textbook.” He said, reaching to grab it out of Pryce’s hands. “It’s really interesting,”
“God, I’m glad I don’t have to take that stupid class anymore. I’m telling you, if we had to do it for another 2 years I’d die of boredom. Pruning things that can bite back just doesn’t really appeal to me, you know?” Pryce said, leaning back on the doors with an air of pompousness. Will just gave him an un-amused look and inspected his book for damage, used to his antics.

“What about you, Al?” Pryce half yelled as he stretched and poked a sandy-haired boy staring out the window with his foot.
“Hm? What?” Alan asked as he looked round
“You’re so not with it, Al.” Pryce said bossily, “I asked what you did this summer.” The boy just raised his eyebrows and shrugged his shoulders. “Nothing?” Pryce said incredulously. “God, we’re a boring lot aren’t we.” He leant back on the doors, half grinning. “Oh well, I hear this year’s meant to be pretty special.” Will looked unsurprised by this comment but Al and Arthur looked round with interest.
“What are you talking about?”
“Well, it’s been four years init? The Triwizard tournament, o‘course. I swear Arthur, you’re as bad him sometimes.” Pryce said, gesturing to Alan, who had got distracted and was inspecting a loose thread on the seat. “It was held at Durmstrang last time, so it’ll be at Hogwarts this time.” Pryce said, seeming to relish is having information other people didn’t for once.

“I might even enter myself,” Pryce said proudly, puffing up his chest. Will snorted from behind his book, causing Pryce to shoot him a glare and kick him lightly as he started laughing. “What?” Pryce yelled defiantly
“You? Compete in the tournament? What did you get in your last round of tests, like three Troll grades?” Will said, grinning. Pryce kicked him again and folded his arms.
“Doesn’t matter, those classes just didn’t interest me. Didn’t want to spend my valuable time on them.” Will went back to reading his book, a grin still etched on his face.
“Right.” He snickered. Pryce dismissed this and got out a box from his pocket
“Who fancies a game of exploding snap?” He grinned

As they started the game, the steam engine jerked into movement, pulling away from the station and out of the city, to worm it’s way grandly through the countryside. The hours seemed to pass a lot quicker than Arthur could remember from the first time he’d rode the train. Over the hours the sky got gradually darker, and soon they could see mountains silhouetted against the dim.

*

The hall buzzed with excitement. People were chatting happily and moving around in their seats to greet old friends, the voices reverberating loudly off the walls. The sorting had finished and the houses were gleefully welcoming and getting to know their new students. Pryce had been one of the loudest at the Gryffindor table during the sorting, whooping enthusiastically whenever someone got sorted into their house. Now he was banging his hands on the table in a rhythm, impatiently waiting for the food to appear
“God I’m starving. Do you think they’ll have that chicken this year?” He asked, looking round. Will sighed exasperatedly
“They have that every year, you idiot.” Pryce just grinned though, absorbing the atmosphere
“Just making sure.” He said cheerfully, bouncing very slightly in his seat. His pointed hat was threatening to fall off his head. Arthur chuckled at the scene, and then looked round at the nervous first years, two of which had chosen to sit next to him.
What’s your name?” He asked, the two eleven year olds stared up at the teenager admirably. One bravely turned to him and stuck out her hand
“I’m Sarah Hawk ,” She said confidently, the boy behind her seemed be using her as a shield “And that’s Perce.” She said, nodding towards the nervous one. Arthur smiled
“I’m Arthur. If you need any help with getting to classes or anything don’t be afraid to ask, okay? Been here for seven years, know this place like the back of my hand.” He said, trying to give the cowering boy a kind look. “And don’t worry about him,” He said, motioning to the exuberant Pryce on the other side of him, “He’s pretty loud but that’s all he is really.” He smiled, cheerfully. The girl smiled back, then looked behind him as a familiar teacher started walking towards the front of the room.

“Quiet, please, quiet.” Dumbledore was standing there, smiling softly at his students. Everyone fell silent, the Slytherin table taking the longest. “Welcome, to our new students,” He nodded in a greeting fashion. “And welcome back old ones, I think this year will prove to be most interesting.” He said, his eyes twinkling. “As you may know, it has been four years since the last Triwizard Tournament-” Quite a few people started cheering at this point (including the over-excited Pryce). Dumbledore continued smiling but held his hands up for quiet, the crowd settled back down. “And in October we will be welcoming our guests and I hope you will try to be hospitable and civil. I don’t want any scraps over the competition.” Dumbledore said seriously, then put his hands together.
“Now, I’m sure you’re all extremely hungry, so I won’t bore you with my chit-chat any longer, let the feast commence!” He lifted his hands in the air, and with that, the silver platters around the table suddenly flooded with food. Everyone grabbed and ate gleefully, feasting on a mixture of savoury and sweet. It was delicious, as always. Arthur always thought that after how many other feasts he'd had he would be used to them by now, but no matter what, the food at Hogwarts always seemed to be unique and grand enough to make anyone hungry. Having not had much on the train, Arthur stuffed himself to the brim, Pryce chewing next to him with a slightly stupid satisfied face spread over his cheeks.

*

Tired yawns sounded and slow footsteps trudged up the stone corridors as pupils made their way to their comfy common rooms. The Gryffindors walked up the stairs, the older ones knowing the way as if it were simple, and the little first years scampering after them out of fear of getting lost. Soon people around him started breathing quite heavily making their way slowly up the levels, out of practice and extremely full from the feast.
“This way!” He heard a familiar voice call to the younger students, who tried desperately to get to the front of the crowd so they could follow the Gryffindor prefects.
“ Look at ‘em, they’re so little!” Pryce chuckled, as if it was hilarious. “God, can you imagine us that size?”
“Yes, I seem to remember you had quite large front teeth.” Will said smugly, dodging Pryce as he made to hit him again.
“Time’s gone fast,” Arthur said, a bit sadly. Pryce rested his arm on Arthur’s shoulders as they joined the queue in front the picture of the fat lady.
“Yeah, it has mate.” He agreed, grinning “This is gonna be a good year though, I can feel it.”
“Are you sure that’s not just gas? You did eat a lot.” Will snickered
“What is your problem, Will?” Pryce snapped irritably, while Will and Arthur just grinned at his annoyance. “Seriously though, this is gonna be great. The Triwizard tournament, loads of food and classes I actually want to be in. Well, most of them,” Pryce said, shrugging. “Either way, I hear the Beauxbaton students are pretty foxy,” He said, winking
“Classy,” Will muttered, derisively.

“The password is, Antimorphus!” The fat lady bowed her head in acceptance and the portrait swung open. “Remember that password, first years.” The prefect said, sternly. And then allowed the students to pour in through the gap after her. As Arthur stepped inside, the familiar warmth of the room spread over him and he watched as the first years gawped at all the chairs and the fireplace, a fire flickering within it cheerfully. “Follow me and I’ll show you your dorm rooms.” The prefect barked. “Come on!” The ten first years snapped out of their gazes and began trotting along after her.

“It’s good to be back!” Pryce yelled contentedly as he collapsed onto a squashy sofa, taking up the whole seat with his arms and legs stretched out on the material. Arthur had to admit he agreed. As much as he liked camping, it had been quite cold and uncomfortable at times, and his home wasn’t much better, getting quite drafty as the weather began to get more wintery.

Arthur sunk into an armchair as the other two also sat down, enjoying the cosiness. Alan looked like he was about to fall asleep, his eyelids drooping even more than usual as he stifled another yawn. The food and the warmth were obviously not helping, because eventually he allowed his head to loll backwards and he started to snore. Alan had always seemed to be sleepy and tired, to be honest he was never really alert. Pryce was also watching him, a look of parent-ish disappointment on his face as he shook his head; he then got the box out his pocket again.
“Fancy another game of exploding snap, Arthur?” Pryce asked, holding up the box. Will sighed heavily again
“Not again! You played that all the way here!” Pryce just sent him a glare
“Well you don’t have to play, do you?” He argued back, silencing him. Then he turned back to Arthur “Well?” Arthur smiled
“Yeah, alright.” He reached into his own pocket to get his cards. Pryce grinned widely as they swapped piles, shuffling each other’s before swapping back again. Pryce raised his pile to look at what his first card was.
“Right, you go first,” He said, looking at Arthur. Arthur set down his first card, then Pryce, then him again, the routine continuing for quite a while. Until,
BANG! Alan snorted and woke up with a start, looking this way and that for the source of the noise as Will rolled his eyes,
“Ahh, Arthur, that was your card! Two dragons, point to me!” Pryce said gleefully. He always seemed to win at this game, which was the reason he liked playing it so much. He picked up the cards that were already in the pile and added them to his collection.
“Gah, I liked that card as well.” Arthur frowned, looking at the smoking remains, then settled as they started once more. He lost again. Either he was useless or Pryce had very good luck. By the time Pryce had decided they’d played enough (which took a long time), Arthur only had about three cards left. Pryce sportingly gave him back what Arthur had lost, his reasoning being, to Will’s disapproval, ‘If you don’t have any cards we won’t be able to bug him any more’.

Arthur had laughed, eaten and chatted his way into a sleepy stupor. He felt a bit like Alan at that moment, finding it a tad hard to keep his eyes open. He yawned loudly and stood up
“I’m going to bed,” He said, looking round at the rest of the common room as he stretched, only a few of the originally large crowd were now dotted around the chairs. Alan got up as well, slightly struggling to stand up he was so tired.
“M-me too.” He mumbled. He’d already fell asleep around five times that evening, though kept being shocked awake by the explosions of the card game. Arthur put an arm round his shoulders to somewhat support him, while Pryce stood up quickly
“Don’t leave me with him!” He exclaimed motioning towards Will, not sounding tired at all. Will rolled his eyes yet again and got up, the four of them making their way up the stairs to their dorm room. Once they got inside, they saw that the other Gryffindor boy in their year, Phillip Rolst, had already got into bed and had drawn his bed curtains around himself, sleepy noises drifting through the material.
“God, he’s noisy.” Muttered Pryce, gesturing to him “Dunno how I’m going to sleep tonight.”
“Speak for yourself,” Alan slurred as he yawned again and stumbled his way to his bed, sitting on it and pulling the curtains round immediately, probably falling asleep in his uniform. Arthur and Will agreed and made their way to their beds, leaving a hyped up Pryce in the middle of the room. They were quite glad they were going to sleep before him anyway; he was by far the loudest sleeper.

Arthur had missed his bed. It was so comfy at that moment it was almost unbelievable. Just having enough energy to change into his pyjamas, he felt himself slipping away almost as soon as his head had hit the pillow. He took off his glasses, putting them on the surface near him before allowing himself to be pulled into a deep slumber, dreaming soundly as owls hooted outside. Yes, this was going to be a good year.


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Tuesday, 30 August 2011

HP: Molly and Arthur drawing


Okay, so half of the reason behind this pic isn't so pleasant, it was kind of inspired by jealousy. Haha
Obviously, the content of the picture wasn't but the reason behind me making an effort to finish it was..
Sooo, I've been finding it a bit hard to get motivated lately. 1 because all I want to draw when I do want to draw is HP stuff, which I love doing, but I'm afraid people are getting sick of it. And 2, well, I just didn't feel like finishing anything. I suppose it could be described as art block but also due to my own laziness in not wanting to pursue things.
Then I came across this artist (who I won't name) and I noticed they used quite a similar style to me. And I was like oh.. okay. Which I didn't really mind, I mean the way I draw isn't the most original way in the book. But then I came across one of their pics, and the content of the picture. I got quite annoyed because the idea behind it was exactly like one I'd had a while ago, but I had been too lazy to finish it at the time (I've got the guidelines for it but yeah), so it had flowed past and somebody else did it first. I can be quite a selfish person, I'm afraid. Lol
Anyways, so that motivated me to just grasp my ideas and finish them when I have them, instead of letting someone get them first. (Lets make this clear - I am not saying the person stole from me, I'm just miffed I thought of it first and didn't finish it before I saw another person's version and it made me feel as though I was stealing).

Oh well. I just needed to explain that somewhere~
You can see fullsize here on my deviantart: http://shadowiz.deviantart.com/art/HP-Young-Molly-n-Arthur-255754549

Wednesday, 24 August 2011

Okay so you know that fanfic I had been posting chapter for
Yeah well it's gone up to 10 chapters now so if you wanna read anymore just read it here: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7273287/1/Getting_Over_It

Been thinking of starting up a few more HP fanfics, only this time they would be called 'What ifs..'. So they would be based on what would happen if a small decision was changed throughout the stories, and how that would effect it.

Thursday, 11 August 2011

Getting Over It. Chapter 3: Returning to The Burrow

Not sure if I'm happy with this chapter.. I may change it later. At the moment it just feels like a filler.. Just a warning that this chapter may change completely within the next couple of days.
George Weasley and Luna Lovegood both belong to J.K Rowling, as well as other mentioned characters.


Later that day, George returned to The Burrow. He stood outside the door, wearing his old, shabby clothes, not really sure what would behold him when he opened it. He could hear voices inside, but it was a lot quieter than usual, eerily hushed. Taking a deep breath, he put his hand on the door handle.

As he pushed the door open, he heard the occupants inside fall even quieter as they waited to see who it was. He found himself breathing in deeply, wallowing in the familiar smell of his home compared to the hospital he'd just been in. Stepping into the house with as much confidence as he could muster. For a minute he stood there, the eyes of his remaining family boring into him. His father came up behind him and put his heavy hand on his shoulder.
"Hello, son." He said, gently. It seemed that despite his worries, his family had eventually understood why he had to leave them at Hogwarts. But his mother was still shooting awkward glances at him.

Slowly he walked over to the large table and plonked down heavily on one of the chairs. His brothers were looking at him strangely, while his sister sitting at the end nearest him smiled nervously.
"Hi, George." He looked at her but he didn't smile back. As his eyes travelled slowly round the room, he noticed Harry and Hermione also sitting at the table, looked awkwardly at their hands. Ron however, who was sitting next to them, was glaring at him. Hard.

The awkward silence continued for a couple more minutes, the only noise the sound of dishes scrubbing themselves and his mother putting things in cupboards, until finally it got to him.

"You don't have to all shut up because of me, you know." He barked at them, uncharacteristically. Still no one said anything, until Ron stood up.

"Where did you go?" He demanded. Hermione looked on worriedly as him and Ron had a cold staring contest
"I went to St Mungos, if you must know." George was starting to hate himself for talking to his family like this, but it just seemed to be spilling out.

"Why?" Ron yelled again, coming closer "You should have stayed with us. We're your family! Don't you even care?" As Ron started getting more loud, their father moved closer.
"Calm down, son, I'm sure he had his reasons." He put his hand on Ron's shoulder this time, but George said nothing. He was mulling over what Ron had said, his last sentence ringing in his ears. Of course he fucking cared.
The staring contest continued.

Eventually he stood up
"I'm going to bed." He mumbled irritably, and walked away from the table. Stomping up the stairs, he could hear his siblings whispering hastily after he'd left.
"Nice going, Ron!" His sister hissed angrily. A chair creaked as Ron slowly sat down again


Coming to his bedroom door, his hand lingered on the doorknob once again. He hadn't been here in a while; before the battle at Hogwarts he had been sharing a flat in Diagon Alley with his brother. But without Fred there he didn't feel like he could return. He was actually pretty surprised he was able to face The Burrow to be honest.
After just staring at it for what seemed like hours, he finally turned the doorknob and walked into the old room. It was exactly the same as him and Fred had left it, apart from some belongings, which had been put there for lack of a better place.

He looked around. There were scorch marks on some of the walls from experiments, and a pane in the window that had been temporarily repaired with a plastic bag. He remembered how much their Mum had yelled at them for that, and how much fun it had been in the first place. Everywhere he looked he could see remnants of what he'd lost.

He'd done a lot of staring that day. Taking things in seemed to be a lot harder than it usually was. After a while of standing in the threshold, he shut the door behind him and slumped on a bed. Fred's bed. Usually he would of chuckled at the rhyme but at the moment he was lost in his thoughts. He didn't feel like laughing anyway…

Lying down properly he looked at the ceiling. 'What am I gonna do now?' He thought to himself, glancing out the window as trees blew around in the breeze. He couldn't hide in this room forever, although that was what he felt like doing. The world seemed too much at the moment, and not used to feeling as depressed as this, he didn't really know how to go about looking forwards.

He turned onto his side, his headache coming back again. He felt like a dumb kid. He felt guilty for being angry with his family, and he felt stupid for not being able cope with this. Squeezing his eyelids together, he tried to forget the world.
"I wish this was a bad dream." He mumbled to himself as he opened his eyes again, picking at the fluffy bits on a blanket. He felt like crying again, as much as he didn't want to admit it. Though it still felt like he shouldn't, that if he did it made him even weaker. So he held it in.

"George?" The muffled voice of his sister travelled through the door. He didn't say anything. "I brought you some tea." Tea- the drink that fixes everything.. Or so people reckoned, he thought to himself sarcastically, hoping she'd go away.

Accepting she wasn't going to get an answer whatever the case, Ginny opened the door slowly, peeping her head round the corner. Silently she stepped inside the room, and padded across the wooden floor towards the bed he was lying on, trying to feign being asleep.
He felt a bit pathetic just lying there, trying to look convincing. And it obviously wasn't working because she hadn't left yet.
"George, I know you're not asleep." It sounded like she was getting a bit impatient with his pretending. "Sorry to tell you this, but you snore really loud." He didn't open his eyes.

Still holding the cup of tea, Ginny sat on the edge of the bed, shoving his legs out the way. He'd always considered himself close to his sister, but at the moment she was just annoying
"Leave me alone." He muttered, accepting that she wasn't fooled.
"We're all devastated you know, George. It's not just you." She snapped, harshly. George opened his eyes, her face was all puffy. "Why'd you leave us at Hogwarts?" She said the question a little more softly. He moved his eyes to stare at the ground.
"I needed to get away.." He murmured, his mind wandering. They stayed silent for a while.

"The funeral's going to be on Sunday." She almost whispered. There was a pang in his chest. "Mum and Dad were worried you weren't going to come."
George continued staring at the floorboards. Just thinking about it was ripping him apart. Ginny watched his face carefully, but it didn't show anything. Just kept staring
"George?" The tone of her voice had that imploring, achey noise, as if she wanted him to show something. "George, please." She said, desperately. She put the tea on the floor, and continued to watch him.

His eyes flicked around the room as he thought of this. He would have to say goodbye, for real this time. He would have to let go. The last chance he'd get to see him, and then he'd be gone forever. Underground. To be eaten by worms.

The thought of it was making him feel sick. His brows furrowed against his will.
"I miss him so much, George." She said, trying to coax him into talking. Thoughts kept zooming around his head. It was for real now, he thought. He felt foolish, the full realisation of his brother's death dawning on him so late. Before it had all seemed a mysterious haze of guilt, now it was killing him from the inside out.

Ginny's face had gone pink. He seemed so empty now, like the part of him that had made him George had died along with his twin.
"George!" She was almost yelling now in frustration, her eyes watering. "Talk to me!" She shook his shoulder roughly as he stared at wall.
"Ginny, what am I going to do?" He mumbled, barely audible. His face looked worried, and she started to feel guilty for pushing him to talk about it. She had never seen him like this before. It was strange..

"He was my best friend." He was still gazing at the wall.
"We'll get through it, George." She said kindly. "He'll never be forgotten." She put her hand on his shoulder again, gently this time. George began to sink into self-pity, his eyes were wet again, but still he didn't want to let go. 'Don't be afraid of crying.' Luna had said. But that was the one thing he was afraid of. If he cried, then the pain would be lost, and strangely that was the one thing he wanted to hold onto. The last remnant of Fred's existence, the pain it left inside all of them.

Ginny got up from the bed, deciding to leave him alone for a little while.
"Your tea's here." She said, moving it from the floor onto the table next to him. He still didn't move. Sighing softly, she finally left the room, leaving her brother to marinate in his thoughts.


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Getting Over It. Chapter 2: The Plant Room

George Weasley and Luna Lovegood both belong to J.K Rowling, as well as other mentioned characters.


George wasn't really sure why he'd asked her to walk with him, or why he wanted to take a walk in the first place. Were they even allowed to walk around the building like this? Shrugging it off, George turned his head once more to watch the girl, Luna, who was bouncing along quite merrily next to him. She was quite short, compared to him, but then again he was pretty tall.

"I take it you're happy the war's over," George said, trying to block out the feelings it stirred in him. Luna's lips curved a little
"Oh yes. But I suppose everyone is, really." She said in her sing-song voice. George was starting to like the way she said things so cheerily.
"Yeah, but you're practically skipping" He commented jeeringly. He was beginning to feel a bit ashamed of himself for enjoying this, when really he should be back at Hogwarts or at home, mourning. Luna slightly tilted her head but didn't look at him
"I like skipping. I do it quite a lot actually, it's a lot faster than walking and also a lot more enjoyable."
George silently agreed as he looked ahead, trying to decide what corridor to walk down next.
"People don't seem to like when I skip though, they think I'm mad you know." He certainly did know. After reading her name he'd realised what people had been referring to when he heard mentions of 'Loony Lovegood' in the corridors and halls of his cut-short seventh year. It was strange that he hadn't recognised her sooner really, because now he could think of a number of instances when they'd crossed paths. Though he had to admit finding out more about her was entertaining him.

"Let's go this way." He said, turning left towards some large glass doors. The hospital was pretty quiet in itself, and it must have been fairly early in the morning because there didn't seem to be any other patients wandering around like themselves. It was almost eerily silent, bearing in mind the amount of light coming through the windows.

He got to the doors and was pretty surprised when they opened for him, expecting them to be locked considering the circumstances. Maybe they had forgotten to lock them within the panic of last night.

George looked around himself as he walked through the doors. Surrounding them was an array of different exotic plants. Some that he recognised from books, others that were totally unknown to him. Through the glass ceiling shone the sun. Magnified, making the air feel thick and humid. In a strange way it was comforting, like being surrounded by cloudy blankets.

"Wow." He said, honestly surprised this place had anything interesting. Luna's pale face looked around them before she added her own opinion
"It's quite pretty, isn't it? I wonder if they have any Dacknarts hiding in here." She thought aloud, skipping forwards and plopping down on a concrete bench. He didn't have any idea what she was talking about, but almost automatically the ginger boy followed, sitting down next to her, looking down at his hands.

Before then, George hadn't realised it, but he was also wearing the same white hospital pyjamas. Not sure what to think about this, and wondering why and when he had put them on, he had to admit it made him feel a bit like a mental patient. Though it wasn't like he didn't already, with all the feelings battling away in his head.

He looked at Luna as her eyes pleasantly flittered amongst the plants, and then smiled softly
"We're a matching set." He said, not looking away as Luna looked up to face him, the corners of her mouth curling upwards in that serene way of hers.
"Yes." She said simply, agreeing with him. She glanced down at the ground for a moment while George dwelled upon things.
"We're like twins.." He said slowly. He wasn't sure why, but the statement had sort of tumbled out of his mouth. He found himself zoning out a little as he thought about it. The way him and Fred would wear the exact same thing, just to confuse people. 'It was part of their act', as Fred would say. Luna looked at him again

"I'm sorry about your brother, George." She said gently, placing her delicate hand on his large, freckled one comfortingly. While George just looked straight ahead, mulling things over. "I know what it feels like to lose someone so close." Slowly he looked down at her hand on his, staring at it for a while, then looking at her herself. Wondering how many other people would say that once he finally made himself leave this place. And whether any of them would say it quite as soothingly and understandingly as she had. He smiled sadly
"Thanks, Luna." Luna's expression didn't change, just continued to look calm as she stared up at him in her Luna-ry way. He found himself staring back at her; her misty blue eyes were very absorbing. Usually he would feel pretty embarrassed in this sort of situation but this instance seemed different.

He turned his head and fumbled the hand hers was rested on until he held her hand instead. Luna didn't make any movement, just looked up at him curiously as he began to speak again.
"I don't know what I'm going to do without him." He needed to admit it to someone, he needed to admit it to himself, and this seemed the perfect time. He bowed his head solemnly. "I should have been the one to die, Fred was always more exciting than I was, I just tagged along." He felt his eyes sting again as he continued. "I feel so empty." He took his hand back and covered his face, leaning his elbows on his knees. "I can't believe he's gone.." He mumbled into his fingers, his voice shaking a little

"Yes, I know what you mean." Luna said, slowly. "I feel like that all the time, but I believe it's because he will never leave you, George. He'll always be alive, in your mind and heart." She said, cheerfully
"Why couldn't I be the one to die?" George blubbered as his shoulders started to shake.
"I think it's becau-" George interrupted her slow sentence
"Why couldn't it of been me?" His rage seemed to be overcoming his sadness as he thought about the situation "Why did he leave me?" He felt like a wimp, needing him this much. Realising how much.
Luna watched on carefully.

"I don't know what I should do." He said, not really understanding what he meant by that. "I don't know.."

"I find crying helps a lot." Luna said matter-of-factly. "I always cry when I remember my mother. And I suppose Daddy now, I've heard he's quite ill lately." George couldn't understand how she could say all this with such a cheery disposition in her voice. He couldn't really imagine her crying to be honest, it seemed strange.

"What happened to your mother?" He asked. Luna tilted her head again. He supposed he was being quite nosy, and felt guilty for asking, but she didn't seem to mind.
"Mum liked to experiment with spells a lot, and one of them went terribly wrong." She said, plainly. "I was nine.." She paused for a moment. "I remember feeling like you do. I still sort of do, really." She said, looking up at him and smiling sadly.
'I'm going to feel like this forever?' He thought to himself. Even though he was pretty sure he would anyway, the thought of it made him feel even more worthless.

"That's awful." He said, in response to Luna's story, and half because his own situation.
"Yes, it is really." She agreed, but still had that content expression on her face. "It's okay though, I know she's with me all the time anyway." He looked down on her again, and then realised how wet his cheeks were. Wiping them roughly, Luna continued smiling. "You don't have to be afraid of crying, George."
Suddenly, a massive bang sounded on the other side of the room.

"What are you doing in here?" A strict looking nurse was yelling at them for the opposite doorway. "This section is not open to patients until 8am!"
"We're sorry, ma'am." Luna said, the nurse still seemed pretty annoyed
"Well, get a move on! Back to your beds, now." The nurse yelled, still standing in the doorway. "Honestly, people think they have a right to walk everywhere nowadays." She fumed, and left them alone again

George wasn't really one for rules, or being told what to do, but he supposed he should do what she said. The two of them got up, walking back the way they came silently.
"Thanks for the talk, Luna." He said, turning to her again as they came up to the room where they'd met in the first place.
"You're welcome, George." She smiled.
"What are you going to do now?" He asked, sitting down on his bed as Luna continued to walk the way she came.
"Oh I don't know. I'm not sure really, I might stay here for a while. I hear my Dad is in one of the wards here." She said casually, still walking away
"Oh, well, good luck." He said, and she skipped away happily round the corner. 'What a strange girl.'

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Wednesday, 10 August 2011

Getting Over It. Chapter 1: St Mungos

Wow, I haven't posted here in ages.. Anywho, lately I've been getting more into fanfics again, and I decided to try one of my own.

This is the first fanfic I've done in more than 2 years, and the first time I've ever written a HP centred one, let along George x Luna. It was fun though, I forgot how much fun it is to write.. Anyway, I hope you like!
I don't really know where this is going, but it's going to be fun finding out..
George Weasley and Luna Lovegood both belong to J.K Rowling, as well as other mentioned characters.


George slowly opened his eyes, squinting, and then clapped them shut again. A sudden pain shot through his head as he began to wake up. His arms and legs ached, and his senses told him he was not alone. Suddenly he remembered where he was.

Opening his eyes again, this time prepared for the unnatural brightness of the room, he propped himself up on his elbows and looked around at the other patients of St Mungos.

There were some he recognised, and some he didn't. Cut faces, people with limbs in casts, and people like him, who just needed a rest really.. The only common factor was that most of these people seemed to be teenagers, people his age, and almost half of them with piles of battered uniform folded neatly next to their beds.

Hogwarts students. George's headache got stronger as he remembered what had happened the night before. The war, the screaming, the loss, the pain and eventually… the victory. As happy as he was that the battle was finally over, that people could finally leave their houses without fearing for their lives, there was a large emptiness inside him which overcame all the good things, making him focus on the negative. A bitterness that consumed him.
Fred.

George felt the feeling within him grow deeper as he thought about that moment. When he walked into the Great Hall, seeing Fred lying there. Motionless, grey, dead.
He remembered yelling, and the burning he felt inside him when he'd seen his twin on the floor. The unbearable burning and how it ran down in tears and made him feel sick. He didn't know how long he'd cried for, how long he'd bawled. Kneeling at his brother's head, his mother sobbing beside him. It felt like hours, almost days until he was able to stop. Although it obviously hadn't been...

George blinked, his eyes felt wet again, and he supposed he should be crying again by now but it didn't feel right here. Not in this confined, clinical space. Surrounded by people whom half he didn't even know. He felt sort of guilty really, not being overwhelmed like the way he'd seen in films and not caring about what people thought of it. Sure he was sad, he felt terrible, worse than terrible. In fact he did feel overwhelmed but also strangely empty, and how that worked out he had no idea. He had so many feelings inside him that he thought they would spill over, but for some reason they didn't. He didn't feel good, he didn't feel bad. He just felt heavy and worthless, like part of him was missing.

The Great Hall had been so packed with students and families, and the infirmary so badly damaged during the battle, that people had needed to be taken elsewhere to be treated. So he had volunteered to be one of the escorts for the injured. In some ways he felt quite guilty, leaving his family mourning like that, his mother was particularly insistent that he stayed. But all he knew was he needed to get away from that blasted place, away from the pain and the grief before he totally cracked.

Something shuffled to the left of him. Looking around he saw a girl standing quite casually in white, hospital pyjamas. Her long hair was curly and bright blond, her skin pale and smooth looking. Why was everything in this place so white?

"Hello, George." She chimed pleasantly, a light smile playing on her contrastingly pink lips. There was something strange about this girl. Why was she so familiar? And how did she know him? Whoever she was, she was making him feel uncomfortable, like she was looking right into him.

It was then that he finally recognised her. Ravenclaw girl. Ginny's friend. Seen her around quite a lot actually, had a reputation for being slightly mad. Went to Bill's wedding..
"Hello," He said, feeling a bit awkward. The girl kept her serene expression, but seemed like she wasn't really listening any longer. He supposed he took a long time to reply

"I'm glad someone else is awake, I was feeling quite lonely by myself. But then I guess I should be used to that." She said softly. Even though the sentence was pretty depressive, the way she said it seemed different. She turned towards him again "I suppose hospitals have a way of making things seem more sad."

Even though this girl was strange, he could relate. The surroundings of the hospital were definitely affecting him, despite the stark brightness. He thought to himself a little until he realised they were meant to be having a conversation, which didn't really sound that bad right now. He needed to get his mind off things.

George looked her up and down again
"What are you in here for?" He asked. The girl looked at him again, she really was an odd sight.
"Nothing really. I had a few cuts and bruises from the fighting, but nothing too serious." She said "But they told me to come, so I did."
There had been a pretty big crowd; he guessed the teachers had wanted to be as safe as possible when it came to medical matters. "They have comfy pillows here." She said dreamily.

George gave a fake smile, though it disappeared in an instant. The girl still watching him, her own face still looking quite blank.

"You seem tired, George." She said, walking a little closer. George felt tired, but not in the normal way. He glanced at her again; now that he could see her closer she was quite pretty. Though still very odd looking..

He gave a large sigh.
"This is the slowest conversation I've ever had." He said bluntly, covering his face with his hands irritably. He felt like just giving up on everything... He didn't feel like pretending to be cheery anymore, he just felt frustrated. Everything seemed so long and boring without Fred, he felt boring. The blonde walked over some more and perched softly on the side of his bed.

"I'm sorry if you find me boring". She said. The sentence sounded weird the way she said it, almost as if she was meant to be replacing something and she hadn't lived up to it. George looked at her through his fingers, and then took a deep breath.
"I don't find you boring." He said "I find myself boring." He wasn't sure why he was telling her this but she seemed to have a way of getting it out of him. The girl looked at him quizzically, but was silent. George looked down at her wrist

'Luna Lovegood', was written on a band. He thought those things were only for people who needed operations, but maybe they did things differently here. Either way, it was nice to finally have a name to put to the face.

'What a funny name', he thought to himself. The girl was still looking at him, but for some reason her stare wasn't making him feel uncomfortable anymore.'Doesn't Luna mean something to do with the moon?' He wondered to himself. He supposed it was appropriate. She was pretty moony-coloured.. George smiled lazily at his own thought, then back at her

"Fancy a walk?"



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Friday, 1 July 2011

Latest Red Dwarf doodle


"I'll be back for breakfast"
Seems to be turning into some kind of series :3

Done this morning. This was the funnest one to do :3